God or universe or energy whatever we name it as human beings has been there before we humans evolved and will remain even after we blow ourselves out of the world.
So instead of trying to give it flavors and colors we can list down the features.
Energy is always there was there is there will be there.
There is nothing outside of energy and energy is inside everything.
It manifests when matter starts it’s movement.
It is available to all and sundry everything that is in existence.
So given that you have the support do what best you can do and create beautiful memories interacting with other elements including other humans around you.
All are connected because the same energy or God or universe or nature whatever you name it surrounds both of you.