I can not relate to the feeling that you have since I have been mostly doing what my heart said and been involved in more endeavours than I could focus on.
The result has been a mediocre success in many of them but nothing that the world would take notice of.
The Trust culture of Google is a great thought that you have shared.Their slogan “Do no evil” is something I admire and really would love everyone in the world to adopt.
All the best to a very brave decision that you have taken being on the other side of the table which for you will be a novel experience. Paying people to work for you :)